mood :panicky
tell u wad! haha.. i woke up late again dis morning! by silas' fone call. yup.. it was 630 when he called. haha! luckily i asked him to wait for me.. if nt.. gonna pon another sch dae le.. lol.. n wad luck we got? haha.. soo yee was der too! when i reached to the mrt station.. thnx silas! for waitin.. n siyan! i m waiting to go sch together wif ya!! ya.. a few more daes.. hmm.. to the march hol!! haha..
so.. in sch.. we haf lessons as usual.. nth much.. gp watch pay it forward.. is a nice show.. alwaes tot dat is a nice n meaningful show.. until yuhan popped dat question. "wads de moral of de movie?" gd wan. cause at the end dat boy hu started de pay it forward, died. so it sets me tinkin.. y.. havent got the ans yet.. so for anione hu noes.. tell me pls..
we had PE todae.. haha.. n its a real work out man! but i tink last wk wan worse.. we were made to carry a 2kg ball.. n run 4 rounds.. since i partner wif eve. so 2 rounds wif de ball n another 2 rounds wo de ball.. den we do sit up.. push up.. squats.. n one more dunno-call-wad exercise.. wan dat will make u haf back pain de next dae.. =x ya.. but i haf alwaes like pe.. cause make me feel v healthy.. lol.. i m nt cheatin myself.. cause its true!
todae.. i start to feel dat i ll miss MJ.. is ironic rite!! but.. ya.. i realli do feel so.. especially my cls.. haha.. even my pe time.. my teachers.. all are nice ppl.. is funny to tink dat i started to get used to all the ppl arnd me.. but after all is alr 2mths.. ya.. gonna miss u all ppl!! haha.. cant change my JAE le.. ya.. so no pt regrettin rite.. i oso nv regret la. i believe dat it is planned dis wae.. so.. we just gonna haf fun for the rest of de remainin daes! yea?
i haf been worryin for the whole dae.. shud i back out or shudnt i? realli.. i m nt jk.. u all can easily tell me dat 'no harm tryin' but.. i realli must ask myself whether i m worthy enuff u c.. hai. i must haf more confidence! dats wad my frens told me.. so i guess i m gonna haf dat.. actualli i was still tinkin whether to back out.. den just now sth happened u c.. hmm.. btw.. thnx tho! for comin n teachin me.. n tellin me!! u c.. tho lost his ring.. den i went back to find.. haha.. so i waited der to wait for de person hu is sittin at our place just now to get awae so dat i can find de ring.. i waited n waited n waited.. i nearli walk awae le.. but den.. haha.. i set my mind to walk over n check dat place.. n i found de ring! i duno y oso i m so afraid of dat person. but ya.. i m afraid.. tink i just gt nt enuff confidence.. but.. it set me tinkin of whether to back out or nt.. =) gd wae of showing it to me, God!
i m gettin panic attacks more than usual.. give me confidence pls..

fear is having faith in the wrong thing.. (frm zl)

mood :panicky
tell u wad! haha.. i woke up late again dis morning! by silas' fone call. yup.. it was 630 when he called. haha! luckily i asked him to wait for me.. if nt.. gonna pon another sch dae le.. lol.. n wad luck we got? haha.. soo yee was der too! when i reached to the mrt station.. thnx silas! for waitin.. n siyan! i m waiting to go sch together wif ya!! ya.. a few more daes.. hmm.. to the march hol!! haha..
so.. in sch.. we haf lessons as usual.. nth much.. gp watch pay it forward.. is a nice show.. alwaes tot dat is a nice n meaningful show.. until yuhan popped dat question. "wads de moral of de movie?" gd wan. cause at the end dat boy hu started de pay it forward, died. so it sets me tinkin.. y.. havent got the ans yet.. so for anione hu noes.. tell me pls..
we had PE todae.. haha.. n its a real work out man! but i tink last wk wan worse.. we were made to carry a 2kg ball.. n run 4 rounds.. since i partner wif eve. so 2 rounds wif de ball n another 2 rounds wo de ball.. den we do sit up.. push up.. squats.. n one more dunno-call-wad exercise.. wan dat will make u haf back pain de next dae.. =x ya.. but i haf alwaes like pe.. cause make me feel v healthy.. lol.. i m nt cheatin myself.. cause its true!
todae.. i start to feel dat i ll miss MJ.. is ironic rite!! but.. ya.. i realli do feel so.. especially my cls.. haha.. even my pe time.. my teachers.. all are nice ppl.. is funny to tink dat i started to get used to all the ppl arnd me.. but after all is alr 2mths.. ya.. gonna miss u all ppl!! haha.. cant change my JAE le.. ya.. so no pt regrettin rite.. i oso nv regret la. i believe dat it is planned dis wae.. so.. we just gonna haf fun for the rest of de remainin daes! yea?
i haf been worryin for the whole dae.. shud i back out or shudnt i? realli.. i m nt jk.. u all can easily tell me dat 'no harm tryin' but.. i realli must ask myself whether i m worthy enuff u c.. hai. i must haf more confidence! dats wad my frens told me.. so i guess i m gonna haf dat.. actualli i was still tinkin whether to back out.. den just now sth happened u c.. hmm.. btw.. thnx tho! for comin n teachin me.. n tellin me!! u c.. tho lost his ring.. den i went back to find.. haha.. so i waited der to wait for de person hu is sittin at our place just now to get awae so dat i can find de ring.. i waited n waited n waited.. i nearli walk awae le.. but den.. haha.. i set my mind to walk over n check dat place.. n i found de ring! i duno y oso i m so afraid of dat person. but ya.. i m afraid.. tink i just gt nt enuff confidence.. but.. it set me tinkin of whether to back out or nt.. =) gd wae of showing it to me, God!
i m gettin panic attacks more than usual.. give me confidence pls..

fear is having faith in the wrong thing.. (frm zl)