-Tuesday, September 06, 2005-
This is MQ's shoes and socks!! :D hahaha.. MQ wondering when i took this photo??
# footprint is left @ 10:33 PM
this is a figurine on my parents bed. i dunno y. but i luv it.
# footprint is left @ 10:32 PM
*confused*
recently u are getting very weird. ur every action. ur attitude towards me. i tried not to think too much. i tried not to be too sensitive. but still i feel that there are some differences. u agree? i used to wonder y i nv end up beside u. i used to wonder y u are avoiding me. but recently, u have been beside me. though u are silent. but i can feel u. i can sense ur presence. there are times i feel like turning around and start up a conversation. but i fear that it will destroy everything. i am content with what it is now. sometimes i wonder has something happened to u. i want so much to be able to read u. but ur expressions tell me little. like today, we are walking towards u. u seem to stare. but what are u staring? or who? i want so much to look back at u. but i feel uncomfortable. *sigh. i just hope all these are only my imaginations. ur happy face when u show something to him. it seems to be ur precious stuff frm ur dearest. u seem to be proud of it. contented of it. and u seem to be giddy with love.
recently u are getting very weird. ur every action. ur attitude towards me. i tried not to think too much. i tried not to be too sensitive. but still i feel that there are some differences. u agree? i used to wonder y i nv end up beside u. i used to wonder y u are avoiding me. but recently, u have been beside me. though u are silent. but i can feel u. i can sense ur presence. there are times i feel like turning around and start up a conversation. but i fear that it will destroy everything. i am content with what it is now. sometimes i wonder has something happened to u. i want so much to be able to read u. but ur expressions tell me little. like today, we are walking towards u. u seem to stare. but what are u staring? or who? i want so much to look back at u. but i feel uncomfortable. *sigh. i just hope all these are only my imaginations. ur happy face when u show something to him. it seems to be ur precious stuff frm ur dearest. u seem to be proud of it. contented of it. and u seem to be giddy with love.
# footprint is left @ 10:28 PM
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erm.. u okay? u sound so helpless and desperate... it takes time to understand and to read what others r thinking... give urself some times ya??
I tried to understand others too.. but i'm always afraid that i come up wif a wrong conclusion on my own... that's y i dun dare come to any conclusion on my own. It's either i ask directly, or I keep it in me... perhaps that's why I'm being so insensitive...
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OsirisZ, at
9:31 PM
I tried to understand others too.. but i'm always afraid that i come up wif a wrong conclusion on my own... that's y i dun dare come to any conclusion on my own. It's either i ask directly, or I keep it in me... perhaps that's why I'm being so insensitive...
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OsirisZ, at
9:31 PM
:) yupp.. i m ok.. just confused.. like u do.. i am also afraid that i come to the wrong conclusion.. i try my best not to let all these affect me.. thnx.. but y it makes u bcome insensitive??
By neL, at
11:04 PM
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neL, at
11:04 PM
cuz i said it's either i ask directly, or i keep it in me.
if someone doesnt feel like toking about it yet u go ask him/her, isnt that insensitive? similarly if I juz keep it in me, they'll think i feel nothing, and that oso implies insensitivity... isnt it?
By OsirisZ, at
8:59 AM
if someone doesnt feel like toking about it yet u go ask him/her, isnt that insensitive? similarly if I juz keep it in me, they'll think i feel nothing, and that oso implies insensitivity... isnt it?
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OsirisZ, at
8:59 AM
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-Friday, September 02, 2005-
*bullied*
heyhey.. though not in the mood of blogging.. but i really tink i should pen down wad i feel now.. u know the phrase in chinese 好心没好报? i totally felt dat wae todae.. imagine.. if i nv include den u all ll feel neglected n felt dat i outcasted u all.. when i included u all, u all said dat i nv ask first.. okkk.. i know its my fault dat i nv ask first.. n i apologise for dat.. but organising dis kind of thing is nt easy.. n its nt fun at all.. its filled wif pekcekness.. u all try it ba if u dun believe.. den now xpect dis n dat.. argh.. anw.. i am speakin in general.. nt talking about anyone in particular..
today seems like a bad mood dae.. everyone get pissed off wif the slightest thing.. kk.. mayb nt everyone. but at the beginnning, the bulk of us is indeed nt in gd mood.. dis can b caused by a lot of stuff.. like stress. nt enuff slp. deteriorating frenship, insecurity. haiii.. we cant xpect to be like last time after so long time nv meet up.. cause ppl do change during the times we nv meet up.. must understand each other ya ppl..
i am nt feeling v gd.. i hope i can give u more.. but i dont have dat motivation.. mayb because i am not dat close to u.. i am so sorry.. u mayb expecting it.. but nv once u brought up abt it.. n nv once too i apologise for nt giving dat to u.. i know its a present.. so its up to me whether to give dat anot.. but still i feel guilty cause u seem to wan it v much.. i am so sorry.. i hope u njoy urself today :)
hai. todae its nt a gd dae. its really nt a gd dae. n almost all de time i felt dat i m wasting time. hai. but at least this nt-so-gd day end up wif such a simple-but-yet-meaningful-to-me sms. its nth much. but .. its ok.. thnx anw :) i hope ur words will encourage me to study harder.
i nv able to figure out wad i felt towards u. mayb its simply amusement and admiration. :)
gd night everyone.
NB: i hope what happened today will end tonight.
heyhey.. though not in the mood of blogging.. but i really tink i should pen down wad i feel now.. u know the phrase in chinese 好心没好报? i totally felt dat wae todae.. imagine.. if i nv include den u all ll feel neglected n felt dat i outcasted u all.. when i included u all, u all said dat i nv ask first.. okkk.. i know its my fault dat i nv ask first.. n i apologise for dat.. but organising dis kind of thing is nt easy.. n its nt fun at all.. its filled wif pekcekness.. u all try it ba if u dun believe.. den now xpect dis n dat.. argh.. anw.. i am speakin in general.. nt talking about anyone in particular..
today seems like a bad mood dae.. everyone get pissed off wif the slightest thing.. kk.. mayb nt everyone. but at the beginnning, the bulk of us is indeed nt in gd mood.. dis can b caused by a lot of stuff.. like stress. nt enuff slp. deteriorating frenship, insecurity. haiii.. we cant xpect to be like last time after so long time nv meet up.. cause ppl do change during the times we nv meet up.. must understand each other ya ppl..
i am nt feeling v gd.. i hope i can give u more.. but i dont have dat motivation.. mayb because i am not dat close to u.. i am so sorry.. u mayb expecting it.. but nv once u brought up abt it.. n nv once too i apologise for nt giving dat to u.. i know its a present.. so its up to me whether to give dat anot.. but still i feel guilty cause u seem to wan it v much.. i am so sorry.. i hope u njoy urself today :)
hai. todae its nt a gd dae. its really nt a gd dae. n almost all de time i felt dat i m wasting time. hai. but at least this nt-so-gd day end up wif such a simple-but-yet-meaningful-to-me sms. its nth much. but .. its ok.. thnx anw :) i hope ur words will encourage me to study harder.
i nv able to figure out wad i felt towards u. mayb its simply amusement and admiration. :)
gd night everyone.
NB: i hope what happened today will end tonight.
# footprint is left @ 12:55 AM
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