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ok.. blogging for the second time.
i just had a dream. de dream feels familiar. it has been a long time since i dreamt dis dis dream, I THINK. anw.. its weird.. dey r certain ppl in de dream dat i nv expect to b in de dream. such as #|!%|!$|!( and @)|*|!% <-- these are codes to protect the ppl :) its like the dream was tryin to tell me dat dey will b der no matter wad choice i haf. i felt comforted. i felt guilty. as i had my dream. cause even in de dream i chose de other rm when i found out dat de other rm contains de ppl i haf been waiting for. however. before dat i was still tinkin of slpin wif dem if de ppl i haf been waiting for nv appear. hai.. i felt like a .. traitor? am i takin their friendships for granted? possible. n as usual.. for this kind of dream. my fear is once again shown. n in de dream i was to go through all dose fears.. alone.. arghh.. but this time round der is dis guy.. whom i cant figure out hu.. beside me.. mayb is more of i beside him.. nvm.. i m nt gg to tink abt tt dream. used to dream of de dream. but once again.. cant rmb when.. nt as vivid i guess..
gd nite.

zZZzZ

ok.. blogging for the second time.
i just had a dream. de dream feels familiar. it has been a long time since i dreamt dis dis dream, I THINK. anw.. its weird.. dey r certain ppl in de dream dat i nv expect to b in de dream. such as #|!%|!$|!( and @)|*|!% <-- these are codes to protect the ppl :) its like the dream was tryin to tell me dat dey will b der no matter wad choice i haf. i felt comforted. i felt guilty. as i had my dream. cause even in de dream i chose de other rm when i found out dat de other rm contains de ppl i haf been waiting for. however. before dat i was still tinkin of slpin wif dem if de ppl i haf been waiting for nv appear. hai.. i felt like a .. traitor? am i takin their friendships for granted? possible. n as usual.. for this kind of dream. my fear is once again shown. n in de dream i was to go through all dose fears.. alone.. arghh.. but this time round der is dis guy.. whom i cant figure out hu.. beside me.. mayb is more of i beside him.. nvm.. i m nt gg to tink abt tt dream. used to dream of de dream. but once again.. cant rmb when.. nt as vivid i guess..
gd nite.