mood :

was skeptical in the morning, wondering what are they up to. asking me out after such a long time, long time of little contact, long time of almost no news. i have no idea i started having this cynical feeling about guys, unless we are friends, unless i'm sure we are friends. if not, i always have this skeptical feeling abt guys. don't ask me why, somehow i just feel much much more and i really mean much more comfortable around girls, totally sick n don't want much contact with guys. don't ask me why, ha.... but i just get sick/fed up at the sight of them.

n so it was the 4 of us, i was the only ger. met two of them 1st before meeting the 4th, was really rather quiet on the bus ride. after that met up with the 4th guy, which i have no idea once again why, he made my heart skipped. all the memories of the past just came flooding back. the memory of me used to have this crush on him, the memory of me used to have this heart racing feeling everytime i see him, the memory of me...... how i would always smile when i see him come to class. how i would always feel happy when he pats my head. all these feelings just came back and its quite weird and indeed, unexplainable. still, i was still having this cynical feeling, cos afterall, he's still GUY! is this a kind of disease? things weren't that bad till few days ago, when mr standing pen/ asked me out, in the end i found out he'd actually asked another ger out too. and when he called, he sounded so cocky or whatever that was, like i've already found company, and huh?! u wana come along? like fuck! he was the one who asked me 1st & then just cos he's found company, he's doing this?! so wat if you are man! guys stink! all the skeptical/cynical feelings about guys just came seeping into every single vessel, every single hole in my brain, my heart. -.-''' so yeah hope that kinds of explain why i really am SICK OF guys. & so, he was being really nice today. when i thought i would not find another like yukaoqie, he showed me to be like him. caring and really taking care from the heart, he makes you feel like a princess. doing the things for you like he should be doing all these, how he'd talk and look attentively into your eyes and smile and attempt to make you melt. he succeeded, oh wow congrats to him. so he asked me if i want to go to toopeedee ball with him, i replied that *toot toot toot*. so we walked around the ball he commented, "been long since i last caught a film, u interested?" so i told him *toot toot toot* again, he said just today? "I WILL SEND YOU HOME" =D =D =D =D =D that's the magic word that i'm always touched and attracted to, although at the end of it all, i WILL insist that he does not, and i really mean it when i say no. but the fact that he gave this fact the thought and raised this as a statement really did touched me. right to the bottom few valves of my heart. end of story-he's nice. 2nd guy to add to the list tgt with yukaoqie. hip hip hurray.

mood :

was skeptical in the morning, wondering what are they up to. asking me out after such a long time, long time of little contact, long time of almost no news. i have no idea i started having this cynical feeling about guys, unless we are friends, unless i'm sure we are friends. if not, i always have this skeptical feeling abt guys. don't ask me why, somehow i just feel much much more and i really mean much more comfortable around girls, totally sick n don't want much contact with guys. don't ask me why, ha.... but i just get sick/fed up at the sight of them.

n so it was the 4 of us, i was the only ger. met two of them 1st before meeting the 4th, was really rather quiet on the bus ride. after that met up with the 4th guy, which i have no idea once again why, he made my heart skipped. all the memories of the past just came flooding back. the memory of me used to have this crush on him, the memory of me used to have this heart racing feeling everytime i see him, the memory of me...... how i would always smile when i see him come to class. how i would always feel happy when he pats my head. all these feelings just came back and its quite weird and indeed, unexplainable. still, i was still having this cynical feeling, cos afterall, he's still GUY! is this a kind of disease? things weren't that bad till few days ago, when mr standing pen/ asked me out, in the end i found out he'd actually asked another ger out too. and when he called, he sounded so cocky or whatever that was, like i've already found company, and huh?! u wana come along? like fuck! he was the one who asked me 1st & then just cos he's found company, he's doing this?! so wat if you are man! guys stink! all the skeptical/cynical feelings about guys just came seeping into every single vessel, every single hole in my brain, my heart. -.-''' so yeah hope that kinds of explain why i really am SICK OF guys. & so, he was being really nice today. when i thought i would not find another like yukaoqie, he showed me to be like him. caring and really taking care from the heart, he makes you feel like a princess. doing the things for you like he should be doing all these, how he'd talk and look attentively into your eyes and smile and attempt to make you melt. he succeeded, oh wow congrats to him. so he asked me if i want to go to toopeedee ball with him, i replied that *toot toot toot*. so we walked around the ball he commented, "been long since i last caught a film, u interested?" so i told him *toot toot toot* again, he said just today? "I WILL SEND YOU HOME" =D =D =D =D =D that's the magic word that i'm always touched and attracted to, although at the end of it all, i WILL insist that he does not, and i really mean it when i say no. but the fact that he gave this fact the thought and raised this as a statement really did touched me. right to the bottom few valves of my heart. end of story-he's nice. 2nd guy to add to the list tgt with yukaoqie. hip hip hurray.