Thursday, February 09, 2006
*zonked*
somehow it seems all those laughters and smiles were just pretending. Pretending what? pretending to be happy? pretending to be njoying oneself? pretending to be cheerful?
somehow it has always been unfair. if it was all just some jokes, then its ok. but isnt it unfair if u take it out on me?
somehow we just cant click with each other. so y is the pretending about? i tried hard enuff. not too sure about u. unconsciously, i need to move arnd u cautiously. its tiring. really.
do wadeva u promise to do (nt too sure if i haf been able to do this.. bt trying hard..)
one lesson learnt : dont offer if nt out of sincerity
somehow it seems all those laughters and smiles were just pretending. Pretending what? pretending to be happy? pretending to be njoying oneself? pretending to be cheerful?
somehow it has always been unfair. if it was all just some jokes, then its ok. but isnt it unfair if u take it out on me?
somehow we just cant click with each other. so y is the pretending about? i tried hard enuff. not too sure about u. unconsciously, i need to move arnd u cautiously. its tiring. really.
do wadeva u promise to do (nt too sure if i haf been able to do this.. bt trying hard..)
one lesson learnt : dont offer if nt out of sincerity
# footprint is left @ 8:56 PM
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ok... it's realli very profound one u wrote... and i realli hope it's not me causing such a prob to u... blahx~
but be urself nel... dun like it, leave it... if accomodating and tolerance's too much for u, be urself...
I tried to join in... tried to associate, but it's more difficult than living alone sometimes... when u noe it's hard to mix, choose urself over others and be urself. u noe the chinese proverb 勉强是没有幸福的 hahas... u understand dun u..
hope u noe wat i'm trying to say
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OsirisZ, at
10:53 PM
but be urself nel... dun like it, leave it... if accomodating and tolerance's too much for u, be urself...
I tried to join in... tried to associate, but it's more difficult than living alone sometimes... when u noe it's hard to mix, choose urself over others and be urself. u noe the chinese proverb 勉强是没有幸福的 hahas... u understand dun u..
hope u noe wat i'm trying to say
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OsirisZ, at
10:53 PM
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but be urself nel... dun like it, leave it... if accomodating and tolerance's too much for u, be urself...
I tried to join in... tried to associate, but it's more difficult than living alone sometimes... when u noe it's hard to mix, choose urself over others and be urself. u noe the chinese proverb 勉强是没有幸福的 hahas... u understand dun u..
hope u noe wat i'm trying to say
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