*argh!*

its the same feeling again.
the hopelessness.
nt being able to control wads happening.
you seem to slip into my mind whenever you like it.
no matter it is day or night, rainy or sunny.
no matter i am busy or doing nothing at all.
out of nowhere you will appear.
just like a few days ago, i was walking to the bus stop.
and right then and there you appear.
causing me to feel the butterflies in my stomach.
i can feel them fluttering around. wanting to get out.
just like i wanting to be free frm the tight clutch of my own feeling.
many times a day, subconsciously, i hope to see you.
its ok even it was just a glimpse of your shadow.
the sound of your name, surprisingly makes my heart skips a beat.
it skips once more before my heartbeat accelerates.
its even worse when you are present.
i cant seem to stop smiling.
i wanted, wanted badly to control my own emotions.
but its not easy. its really not easy.
once i thought i have gotten over you.
but its not true. its not true at all.
without me noticing, you have become part of my mind.
period.

[emotions controlling is just like playing a game where u need to control a few characters.. and make sure dat dey are going on fine.. dats for me at least.]

*argh!*

its the same feeling again.
the hopelessness.
nt being able to control wads happening.
you seem to slip into my mind whenever you like it.
no matter it is day or night, rainy or sunny.
no matter i am busy or doing nothing at all.
out of nowhere you will appear.
just like a few days ago, i was walking to the bus stop.
and right then and there you appear.
causing me to feel the butterflies in my stomach.
i can feel them fluttering around. wanting to get out.
just like i wanting to be free frm the tight clutch of my own feeling.
many times a day, subconsciously, i hope to see you.
its ok even it was just a glimpse of your shadow.
the sound of your name, surprisingly makes my heart skips a beat.
it skips once more before my heartbeat accelerates.
its even worse when you are present.
i cant seem to stop smiling.
i wanted, wanted badly to control my own emotions.
but its not easy. its really not easy.
once i thought i have gotten over you.
but its not true. its not true at all.
without me noticing, you have become part of my mind.
period.

[emotions controlling is just like playing a game where u need to control a few characters.. and make sure dat dey are going on fine.. dats for me at least.]