-Tuesday, October 09, 2007-

mood : *cheated*

everytime i told myself to face the reality and stop imagining stuff,
everytime i was shaken to wake up and see with clear eyes,
everytime i reminded myself to deny whatever i feel,
everytime i wanted to pass my day normally,
everytime i whispered to myself that all these are just illusions,
but
everytime i failed.

there are many mornings when i thought that i am ready.
there are many times when i thought that luckily its just my own imagination.
but
there are many times when u prove that i am right.
there are many times when all those that are happening are reality.
there are many moments when u touch my heart.
there are many incidents when i feel that u are reaching out.
but
those are the times when i doubt myself..

Trapped in my own imagination, all those are just illusions caused by my desires..

#  footprint is left @ 4:36 PM

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Tuesday, October 09, 2007

mood : *cheated*

everytime i told myself to face the reality and stop imagining stuff,
everytime i was shaken to wake up and see with clear eyes,
everytime i reminded myself to deny whatever i feel,
everytime i wanted to pass my day normally,
everytime i whispered to myself that all these are just illusions,
but
everytime i failed.

there are many mornings when i thought that i am ready.
there are many times when i thought that luckily its just my own imagination.
but
there are many times when u prove that i am right.
there are many times when all those that are happening are reality.
there are many moments when u touch my heart.
there are many incidents when i feel that u are reaching out.
but
those are the times when i doubt myself..

Trapped in my own imagination, all those are just illusions caused by my desires..

#  footprint is left @ 4:36 PM

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