*WOAH*

woah.. u cant imagine my shockness when i saw him there.. it was like we were just talking about him the day before.. and today i was excitedly showing the picture to my friends.. which are his pri sch frens. then today while we were having our lunch he suddenly appeared.. I was so shocked i was left speechless.. i was staring at him, cant believe my eyes.. i mean the chance to see him is like so little.. considering that we are in different school now.. and like that area isnt v popular area. i mean.. anyway u will never expect to see anyone u had just talked about the day before at that kind of time and place. and the first thing that come into my head was to tell my friends who is he instead of saying hi to him.. how rude can i get huh?? but ya.. i was totally speechless.. i was shocked. shocked to the extent of nt being able to control myself period. its nt dat kind of shocked dat i saw him but cant rmb who is he. i know who he is at the first glance. i just cant believe dat he appeared there. that's all. ok.. that shockness was like "i cant believe he exists" :p get it? i tink the last part no rite? anyway, those reading this entry, he is just a friend. i am just amazed by how the world goes round. how your days are filled with surprises. and some surprises really can get quite shocking that they give some real meaning to the word "speechless".
recently i have gotten quite stressed out. its like i want to work hard but yet it seems like i have nt enough motivation to keep me going. promo is coming in two months. EoM date due is in 2 wks. hai.. sometimes i really feel like turning back the time and stayed in the past. am i the only who is having this feeling? it can get quite frustating. of cos we cant go back to the past. unless someone invents a time machine. hai.. i dont know why.. my brain seems to be very disoriented.. i seem nt to be able to focus. i feel like resting a while to collect myself. i duno y.. it feels like then, when i was climbing Mt K. i felt like stopping.. n it feels gd when i stopped.. but when i decided to move on, it was much harder.. i am afraid of the same thing now.. i want to stop n get everything gg on well first.. before i move on again.. but i scared dat if i do dat.. when i begin to move on again it ll b harder.. much harder.. hai.. two more mths.. !! n it ll b one year over.. dats realli fast.. how.. how huh.. i never know growing up can get so tough.. is it really this tough or am i just thinking too much.. okk.. mayb i really think too much.. there are so many things to take care of.. and time seems to be running pass me.. i am afraid dat one day i will just break down.. argh. its really possible lookin at the situation now..
few days ago my cousin asked me this question "do you have any friend there that you can share everything with?" i was stunned for a while before i answered.. "yup. i do have one :)" it was quite pathetic.. but i am grateful dat i have at least one.. :D thnx for dat one. when i asked her whether dat grp of frens of her are ones dat can share everything.. she answered "yup! because of them i am always happy!" lol.. believe it or not.. it kinds of warm my heart.. i seem to understand what she means..
gd nite le..

*WOAH*

woah.. u cant imagine my shockness when i saw him there.. it was like we were just talking about him the day before.. and today i was excitedly showing the picture to my friends.. which are his pri sch frens. then today while we were having our lunch he suddenly appeared.. I was so shocked i was left speechless.. i was staring at him, cant believe my eyes.. i mean the chance to see him is like so little.. considering that we are in different school now.. and like that area isnt v popular area. i mean.. anyway u will never expect to see anyone u had just talked about the day before at that kind of time and place. and the first thing that come into my head was to tell my friends who is he instead of saying hi to him.. how rude can i get huh?? but ya.. i was totally speechless.. i was shocked. shocked to the extent of nt being able to control myself period. its nt dat kind of shocked dat i saw him but cant rmb who is he. i know who he is at the first glance. i just cant believe dat he appeared there. that's all. ok.. that shockness was like "i cant believe he exists" :p get it? i tink the last part no rite? anyway, those reading this entry, he is just a friend. i am just amazed by how the world goes round. how your days are filled with surprises. and some surprises really can get quite shocking that they give some real meaning to the word "speechless".
recently i have gotten quite stressed out. its like i want to work hard but yet it seems like i have nt enough motivation to keep me going. promo is coming in two months. EoM date due is in 2 wks. hai.. sometimes i really feel like turning back the time and stayed in the past. am i the only who is having this feeling? it can get quite frustating. of cos we cant go back to the past. unless someone invents a time machine. hai.. i dont know why.. my brain seems to be very disoriented.. i seem nt to be able to focus. i feel like resting a while to collect myself. i duno y.. it feels like then, when i was climbing Mt K. i felt like stopping.. n it feels gd when i stopped.. but when i decided to move on, it was much harder.. i am afraid of the same thing now.. i want to stop n get everything gg on well first.. before i move on again.. but i scared dat if i do dat.. when i begin to move on again it ll b harder.. much harder.. hai.. two more mths.. !! n it ll b one year over.. dats realli fast.. how.. how huh.. i never know growing up can get so tough.. is it really this tough or am i just thinking too much.. okk.. mayb i really think too much.. there are so many things to take care of.. and time seems to be running pass me.. i am afraid dat one day i will just break down.. argh. its really possible lookin at the situation now..
few days ago my cousin asked me this question "do you have any friend there that you can share everything with?" i was stunned for a while before i answered.. "yup. i do have one :)" it was quite pathetic.. but i am grateful dat i have at least one.. :D thnx for dat one. when i asked her whether dat grp of frens of her are ones dat can share everything.. she answered "yup! because of them i am always happy!" lol.. believe it or not.. it kinds of warm my heart.. i seem to understand what she means..
gd nite le..