*bullied*heyhey.. though not in the mood of blogging.. but i really tink i should pen down wad i feel now.. u know the phrase in chinese 好心没好报? i totally felt dat wae todae.. imagine.. if i nv include den u all ll feel neglected n felt dat i outcasted u all.. when i included u all, u all said dat i nv ask first.. okkk.. i know its my fault dat i nv ask first.. n i apologise for dat.. but organising dis kind of thing is nt easy.. n its nt fun at all.. its filled wif pekcekness.. u all try it ba if u dun believe.. den now xpect dis n dat.. argh.. anw.. i am speakin in general.. nt talking about anyone in particular..
today seems like a bad mood dae.. everyone get pissed off wif the slightest thing.. kk.. mayb nt everyone. but at the beginnning, the bulk of us is indeed nt in gd mood.. dis can b caused by a lot of stuff.. like stress. nt enuff slp. deteriorating frenship, insecurity. haiii.. we cant xpect to be like last time after so long time nv meet up.. cause ppl do change during the times we nv meet up.. must understand each other ya ppl..
i am nt feeling v gd.. i hope i can give u more.. but i dont have dat motivation.. mayb because i am not dat close to u.. i am so sorry.. u mayb expecting it.. but nv once u brought up abt it.. n nv once too i apologise for nt giving dat to u.. i know its a present.. so its up to me whether to give dat anot.. but still i feel guilty cause u seem to wan it v much.. i am so sorry.. i hope u njoy urself today :)
hai. todae its nt a gd dae. its really nt a gd dae. n almost all de time i felt dat i m wasting time. hai. but at least this nt-so-gd day end up wif such a simple-but-yet-meaningful-to-me sms. its nth much. but .. its ok.. thnx anw :) i hope ur words will encourage me to study harder.
i nv able to figure out wad i felt towards u. mayb its simply amusement and admiration. :)
gd night everyone.
NB: i hope what happened today will end tonight.
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