Tuesday, September 06, 2005
*confused*
recently u are getting very weird. ur every action. ur attitude towards me. i tried not to think too much. i tried not to be too sensitive. but still i feel that there are some differences. u agree? i used to wonder y i nv end up beside u. i used to wonder y u are avoiding me. but recently, u have been beside me. though u are silent. but i can feel u. i can sense ur presence. there are times i feel like turning around and start up a conversation. but i fear that it will destroy everything. i am content with what it is now. sometimes i wonder has something happened to u. i want so much to be able to read u. but ur expressions tell me little. like today, we are walking towards u. u seem to stare. but what are u staring? or who? i want so much to look back at u. but i feel uncomfortable. *sigh. i just hope all these are only my imaginations. ur happy face when u show something to him. it seems to be ur precious stuff frm ur dearest. u seem to be proud of it. contented of it. and u seem to be giddy with love.
recently u are getting very weird. ur every action. ur attitude towards me. i tried not to think too much. i tried not to be too sensitive. but still i feel that there are some differences. u agree? i used to wonder y i nv end up beside u. i used to wonder y u are avoiding me. but recently, u have been beside me. though u are silent. but i can feel u. i can sense ur presence. there are times i feel like turning around and start up a conversation. but i fear that it will destroy everything. i am content with what it is now. sometimes i wonder has something happened to u. i want so much to be able to read u. but ur expressions tell me little. like today, we are walking towards u. u seem to stare. but what are u staring? or who? i want so much to look back at u. but i feel uncomfortable. *sigh. i just hope all these are only my imaginations. ur happy face when u show something to him. it seems to be ur precious stuff frm ur dearest. u seem to be proud of it. contented of it. and u seem to be giddy with love.
# footprint is left @ 10:28 PM
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erm.. u okay? u sound so helpless and desperate... it takes time to understand and to read what others r thinking... give urself some times ya??
I tried to understand others too.. but i'm always afraid that i come up wif a wrong conclusion on my own... that's y i dun dare come to any conclusion on my own. It's either i ask directly, or I keep it in me... perhaps that's why I'm being so insensitive...
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OsirisZ, at
9:31 PM
I tried to understand others too.. but i'm always afraid that i come up wif a wrong conclusion on my own... that's y i dun dare come to any conclusion on my own. It's either i ask directly, or I keep it in me... perhaps that's why I'm being so insensitive...
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OsirisZ, at
9:31 PM
:) yupp.. i m ok.. just confused.. like u do.. i am also afraid that i come to the wrong conclusion.. i try my best not to let all these affect me.. thnx.. but y it makes u bcome insensitive??
By neL, at
11:04 PM
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neL, at
11:04 PM
cuz i said it's either i ask directly, or i keep it in me.
if someone doesnt feel like toking about it yet u go ask him/her, isnt that insensitive? similarly if I juz keep it in me, they'll think i feel nothing, and that oso implies insensitivity... isnt it?
By OsirisZ, at
8:59 AM
if someone doesnt feel like toking about it yet u go ask him/her, isnt that insensitive? similarly if I juz keep it in me, they'll think i feel nothing, and that oso implies insensitivity... isnt it?
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OsirisZ, at
8:59 AM
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I tried to understand others too.. but i'm always afraid that i come up wif a wrong conclusion on my own... that's y i dun dare come to any conclusion on my own. It's either i ask directly, or I keep it in me... perhaps that's why I'm being so insensitive...
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if someone doesnt feel like toking about it yet u go ask him/her, isnt that insensitive? similarly if I juz keep it in me, they'll think i feel nothing, and that oso implies insensitivity... isnt it?
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