i am back to blog again! hahaha.. its amazing that i am actually blogging twice in a day, when the past few entries were like once a month or longer. actually i am inspired to blog after reading WK's blog. Though right now i am not too sure what i want to blog about, but his blog actually starts me thinking. Mayb i will just start with the action of blogging itself.
I use blogging to channel out my mixed emotions in me, and by blogging out my emotions, i try to sort out whatever is disturbing me. But most of the time, i realised that, even when i am trying to type out what i was really feeling, it was always unconsciously screened by me whether i am too transparent. At the end, whatever that came out, was actually modified unconsciously or consciously. Through reading some of my friends' blogs, i actually understand much more about them. And usually i realised that i have always judged them even before i really know them. This actually teach me to just see and observe, rather than conclude even before the whole picture is shown. I wish that one day i can see just like how a camera captures a picture, and more than that.
The power of mind. I have always believe that whatever i choose to believe and think, will happen if i believe of that hard enough. However, recently, my mind does not listen to me anymore (this partly maybe my fault, think i am not disciplined enough to my mind). It always wonders off, and pick up things for me to think about. The problem is it picks things that are so not important at this point of time, I can't stop but wonder what's exactly the problem with me, am i running away from the reality? Do i choose to face something else but the bigger problem that is right in front of me right now?
i am back to blog again! hahaha.. its amazing that i am actually blogging twice in a day, when the past few entries were like once a month or longer. actually i am inspired to blog after reading WK's blog. Though right now i am not too sure what i want to blog about, but his blog actually starts me thinking. Mayb i will just start with the action of blogging itself.
I use blogging to channel out my mixed emotions in me, and by blogging out my emotions, i try to sort out whatever is disturbing me. But most of the time, i realised that, even when i am trying to type out what i was really feeling, it was always unconsciously screened by me whether i am too transparent. At the end, whatever that came out, was actually modified unconsciously or consciously. Through reading some of my friends' blogs, i actually understand much more about them. And usually i realised that i have always judged them even before i really know them. This actually teach me to just see and observe, rather than conclude even before the whole picture is shown. I wish that one day i can see just like how a camera captures a picture, and more than that.
The power of mind. I have always believe that whatever i choose to believe and think, will happen if i believe of that hard enough. However, recently, my mind does not listen to me anymore (this partly maybe my fault, think i am not disciplined enough to my mind). It always wonders off, and pick up things for me to think about. The problem is it picks things that are so not important at this point of time, I can't stop but wonder what's exactly the problem with me, am i running away from the reality? Do i choose to face something else but the bigger problem that is right in front of me right now?
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