-Friday, November 02, 2007-
mood :
when it feels like the world is coming down on u,
what u really wish is to have someone to hold on to,
and to go through all these together.
but,
as i extend my hand out,
i can hold nothing,
but air..
it is so overwhelming, but yet i can do nothing.
feels like shouting it out, but yet i can shout nothing.
what it is that i am denying myself from?
even for this i deny myself for what i am denying..
it is so strong that my mind chooses not to search but wait..
why is it that every passing second, makes me feel as if i m falling down faster and faster..
now i know that it has never meant to be.. and it will never mean to be..
but why it bothers when i have told myself over and over again that there is nothing to begin with..
why is it that small action of yours, makes me feel as if my room's light is switched off.. and i am walking in the dark?
i feel so lost, yet so restricted..
i wish i can take out my heart n place it somewhere else..
so that i do not need to feel for this..
this emotion that i don't even know what it is representing..
oh crap.
# footprint is left @ 10:20 AM
Friday, November 02, 2007
mood :
when it feels like the world is coming down on u,
what u really wish is to have someone to hold on to,
and to go through all these together.
but,
as i extend my hand out,
i can hold nothing,
but air..
it is so overwhelming, but yet i can do nothing.
feels like shouting it out, but yet i can shout nothing.
what it is that i am denying myself from?
even for this i deny myself for what i am denying..
it is so strong that my mind chooses not to search but wait..
why is it that every passing second, makes me feel as if i m falling down faster and faster..
now i know that it has never meant to be.. and it will never mean to be..
but why it bothers when i have told myself over and over again that there is nothing to begin with..
why is it that small action of yours, makes me feel as if my room's light is switched off.. and i am walking in the dark?
i feel so lost, yet so restricted..
i wish i can take out my heart n place it somewhere else..
so that i do not need to feel for this..
this emotion that i don't even know what it is representing..
oh crap.
# footprint is left @ 10:20 AM
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